Prologue
I've always wondered who I am, or what I am but I was never able to answer the question ''Who am I?''. I've always been different than the rest really, well, whatever they think is different. School never was easy for me. I was always being bullied and they did everything to see me crying, and most of the time, they got their way. Where every child was scared of spiders I was fascinated by them. Any animal for that part, especially wolves. I knew everything about wolves. But, I never was really apreciated.
So, what is so different about me? Is it that I'm not skinny? Or wear different cloths? Is it my strange eye colour or my longer then normal teeth? They never told when I asked. I was always alone, not that I cared really. I was rather alone then that I was with some of those 'popular' kids. I never really liked them. They always said they were friends but secretly talked behind someone's back about them. Not really fair to me, just tell the truth. But, I had always a different thought about how things worked then the most of my class mates. I always worked in a different way and whenever I found a break through the lessons I would close my eyes and go to my world.
I created a mental world, only seen by me. It's wonderfull really. But, I always had a strange feeling that something was missing and that hole filled up when I was 10 years old. I had finished reading a book, a horror book and I totally loved it. Eversince, I've always knew that 'Vampires' exist, in my eyes. I met a strange guy a few days later and he had scars on his finger tips. I, being as curious as always, asked him how he got those scars and that's when I finally became what I wanted to be. It could have been a dream really, and it was a dream probably, he made me a vampire. Not by biting though, I got the same scars as he had on his fingertips. That's where I realised I was different then the rest of my class. Still, it confused me.
I came to school after summer break and they noticed the scars on my fingertips. They asked how I got it but I never told them really. They would freak out about it, though I would enjoy to see their terrified faces if I would tell them. I've always been a creepy child and I've always loved horror movies and books. So, I just sat down and they kept asking, I stayed silent, not releasing a word about that one day. But, always thinking back to that man and thinking that I'll meet him somewhere soon again. I was very sure of that.
The next day, they asked again, I simply shook my head and stayed silent. I hadn't really slept that night, I kept thinking of the man I met and what he had done and what he had told. It was strange, thinking back about it. It still made me confused a bit but I was rather glad I had met him that day and I was glad that he had made me a vampire though somewhere I was scared. I was not yet a full Vampire so I could just walk in the sunlight at days and eat what humans ate too. I changed my cloths, normally I would wear simple cloths but from then on I was only wearing black and, my eye colour changed slightly. My eyes were blue but now they were a pale blue, almost white like I was partly blind. But, that was not all. My fingernails had grown sharper and a bit longer, so had my K9 teeth. From that moment on, everyone stayed as far away as possible from me but I didn't really care, I was just happy actually.
Though, when the teacher asked, I started telling the story. I told him about the man with the strange high hat, the cloak, wellington boots, old cloths like he was from years ago. I told him he had a small beard and that he had long K9 teeth and nails. I told him about the eyes and what he had done, hearing gasps of children all around me every once in a while. He thought it was one of my dreams but I told him that wasn't true at all. I told him the man was real and that I would meet him soon again. I was send home a few hours later after my skin grew a bit pale. He thought I was ill, I didn't really mind going home because the lesson were really boring. So I left the classroom with my stuff and went home. But, it took me a few hours to get home because I met the man again.
We spended the afternoon in the shadows in a park close to the school, under a tree, talking and watching the rest. It was a great day, sunny and warm though he never took of his cloths, his coat atleast. He told me he didn't feel the warmth and that I wouldn't too soon. I asked him why and he told me that he was a full Vampire, mostly coming out at night but making an exeption for me. That's why he always walked in the shadows. I asked him when I would be a full Vampire but he told me that it would wait a few years and that I first needed to do something else. I asked him what but he told me that I needed to figure that out by myself. I couldn't really believe his words but I did and I left after he told me some tips. He told me to go home and to sleep and think about what he told me.
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